Through a haze

And there are so many reasons to feel indignant. It is that completely balanced mix of anger and contempt for something that is viewed as unworthy of anything but one's basest abhorrence. The issue provoking it has to be of enough significance to evoke the feeling because indignation is quite contrary to indifference. It shows that one cares enough to feel negatively and  by itself is a strong feeling. There are moments when just anger does not suffice. The overwhelming logic of why one is feeling angry mitigates the anger itself and turns it into something a little less sharp but no less strong. Issues based on moral judgement or encounters that bring out disgust tinged with vexation would be good examples. Arguing against an obtuse opponent who refuses to see reason or admit defeat comes to mind as does an incident where an individual who had kicked a stray dog tried to defend his action. The nuances in feelings, even if negative ones...just keep getting lost! Here's ...

Dear Life, I used to want to grow up and speed up your pace but as the years passed I found that time was flying by. A lazy fish by nature I found myself swimming mostly with the tide as it was too effortful to swim against it. As you dictated the terms I found myself an obedient being. The questions and doubts that arose were waylaid and forgotten. Just as soon as one goal was reached another was set. I had direction when working towards something and was clueless and miserable when not. The people and places that arose in the content of your story I found easy to deal with. I understand how to deal with people and places I am not intimidated by. A traveller within, I am comfortable uprooting and relocating, provided in my mind I know your purpose behind the changes. No two people are alike and my uniqueness lies in my quiet passive defiance to chase anything.....neither people nor things. I probably just only crave for experiences from you and nothing else. Slowly growing within me...